I'm obsessed

Her jaw hurts, you can see the tension in her tendons
held tight, stretched over skin
more taut than a drum head.
And in her mind, she repeats her own indiscretions,
because now there is no one to blame but herself.

The pain from wanting everything from everyone.
Knowing that her need needs to stop but either letting the id beat the superego down or just no way to NOT LET it overcome.

People can push her, but more likely they will coddle and
wipe her tears away.
They don't even realize the trap they have fallen into.
I would try to apologize for her...but its useless.

Because with all the excuses--the pills--the pain--the knowledge of what has happened and what will come to be.
With all of this--she will do it again...and again...and again

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