Please! Bury me with it!

I feel like I was putting everything on hold for news that never came.

On the outside, I’m taking the lack of news pretty well.

On the inside, I want to scream. I doubt I’ll ever get a change like that again—and it seems to be gone. I would be lying if I said it was an honor just to be nominated.

I’ve been living life in slow motion, but swallowing my meds almost like clockwork, making mountains out of molehills, cursing the coward in me, craving cole slaw and crab legs, kissing my boyfriend with the fervor of a Kamikaze, making new friends, trying not to forget old ones, planning diet changes and buying weekly transpasses instead of tokens, hardly saving money, wanting my bike fixed, missing my family, taking pictures of Flat Yasmin, listening to OF MONTREAL and LCD SOUNDSYSTEM any time I can, and silently wishing I had gotten a phone call back from that bloody house of ideas.
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Anyway….
I spent last weekend indoors for the most part:
FRIDAY-Maura, Loretta and I had the 1st Balthazar –OR- Bust Meeting; basically it’s just an excuse to get together, drink and watch BALTHAZAR GETTY movies until our hearts are content. We didn’t end up watching any movies that night however, as we went on a fool’s mission to South Philly—and SUCCEEDED!!! Loretta’s roommates Sprite and Becca made us some amazing chow, we hung out and chatted and drank Canadian Club and Jack Daniels. It was awesome.
SATURDAY-Jacob had to be at the theater early so I got up about 20 mins after he left (9am), washed the dishes, chilled on the internets. Jacob came home with a sandwich for me, then we napped until he had to get up and leave for work again. I went back to mine, showered and got dolled up and went to see the final performance of CABARET, the play that Jacob’s been running light board for. We stuck around after the show and got drinks and food, it was fun.
SUNDAY-Stayed in with the exception of heading to the grocery store for the fixin’s for a pasta salad. It turned out pretty well if I do say so myself. Here is my recipe if you’re interested:
1 box Rotini pasta
15-20 grape tomatoes-halved
15-20 small broccoli florets-halved lengthwise
5 cloves garlic, minced very finely
Parmasean and Cheddar Cheese (as desired)
Extra Virgin Olive Oil and Newmans Own© 3 Cheese Balsamic Vinegarette (as desired)
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Mince garlic and cook in skillet with some olive oil until browned, cut up vegetables, cook pasta, combine all ingredients and add EVOO and Vinegarette as desired. Cheese and Paramasean sprinkled over top or as desired.

Jacob almost finished Season 2 of LOST, just 2 more episodes I believe and then I’ll start nabbing the 3rd season for him.

Happy Anniversary to Jeffy and Me; it’s been 1 year since we met.

And the one month countdown begins today until I move in with Jacob!!!!

I’m going to see Glengarry Glenross with Carey on Thursday; Friday is a going away get together for a co-worker @ Chickie and Petes, and Jacob and I are going to try to Hit up Jamar Nichols gallery show. Rock and Roll.

HEROES was kinda lame last night. BACK TO FUTURE PART 2 anyone? THE RICHES was good though—that show is consistently enjoyable so far. EDDIE IZZARD may affect an American accent but he’s still funny as all hell.

Yep, that's about it. It's been great weather outside and I"m just fighting that anxious feeling that always haunts me this time of year. So it goes...
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